I’m not searching for happiness; I’m not searching for anything. My goal is peace within myself. No place , person or thing will grant you with your happiness besides yourself and God. When you have peace, joy and happiness will naturally come. Trust in your journey. I’ve struggled/ struggling with myself and tried to fill voids through others , which only led me to the same place. Alone time is necessary, and not just a few hours , but take months, a year or 2. Fixing a temple takes longer than a day. I take pride in my journey and for the people who unconsciously made me wake up, thank you. I will achieve peace and love and give it right back to the world .